Laying Low


today was a day I was laying very low. After a weekend of traveling, a day has come to just sleep, recover, and catch up at what happened these busy past few days.

Before going to sleep soon I am reading some beautiful lines here in front of me, which I feel like sharing with you.

„Whatsoever a man soweth that shall he also reap.This means that whatever man sends out in the world or deed, will return to him; what he gives, he will receive. If he gives hate, he will receive hate; if he gives love; he will receive love; if he gives criticism, he will receive criticism; if he lies he will be lied to; if he cheats he will be cheated. We are taught also, that the imaging faculty plays a leading part in the game of life. Keep thy heart (or imagination) with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life“

Quoted from „The writings of Florence Scovel Shinn“.

I look back at my weekend. The years. My friends, my life. What have I created? What have I received? Most importantly, what did I give?

There are unbelievable amounts of gratitude which I can feel. So much joy. Thank you.

On the other hand, I feel for the things that I gave which have created pain in the world. I am sorry. I was weak and stupid. I will do anything in my power to get strong and create more of the good. Because thats for what I am here.

To take ownership and responsibility for all that happens to me… heaven and hell.

To take ownership and responsibility for all that happens to me… I would choose no differently.

  • Fabi